Resignation

I've taken an apathetic stance, on my two opposing thoughts, that do attempt a romance. Like politicians vying for the same seat, I compete against myself, which delays my meeting with me. Lost between the dreamer and the skeptic my ethics I do debate, My morality being scrutinised, is it real or is it fake? Amidst the indifference, the disdain and the feeling of the great numb, I feel like I am a child, a little boy, sucking on his thumb.